Why today was so bad, I couldn't really tell you, except it was. It's getting to the point that I dread schooling the kids. It feels like such a torture to them and myself. Lets not even mention the cost of their curriculum I use, but that's another story. At times it feels like such a blessing that they are home schooled and times it's just too much for me. I don't think I'm quiet at the point of entering them back in school, since I can't afford to send them where I want to. It has gotten to the point where I can't go to bed at a decent hour any more. I think it's because in the middle of the night it's so quiet and peaceful in the house. Don't get me wrong, I love being around my kids, but a mom does need a break from time to time. I don't get that, EVER! I hardly get out and go anywhere, not because their bad kids, in fact their GREAT kids, it's just such a hassle to make them all load up to run errands, not to mention they hate it too. I think they are getting on each other's nerves as well. The past few months they seem to argue among each other all the time. Maybe it's just the ages their at now, I don't know.
When Warren got home tonight I spilled my heart out to him. I expressed my fears if they were to go back to school and my fears if they stayed home. I honestly don't know if I'm doing them good or harm. Warren was very comforting. For now I think I'm going to try and school them one at a time. It gets kind of crazy when there all at the table at the same time. The only issue with that idea is that it's going to take longer to actually get all of their work done. I'm sure we'll have better days to come. Everyone is entitled to have a bad day. Well I'm going to leave it at that for now. I hope you enjoy our family site. Take a look around.
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AuthorHello, my name is Awdrey. I am a SAHM/photographer. We have 4 wonderful kids which are home schooled. My life can be crazy sometimes, but I wouldn't change what God has given me at all. I love blogging and reading other mom's blogs. It really helps to know that other's go through what I go through too. I hope you enjoy our Moments at Home. If you would like to visit my photography site, Moments by Awdrey, click here. SubscribeContact Me
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